Hey, i am currently 19 years old and I am going to a community college for my 2nd year. I feel that I had a sucky teenage year when growing up, I have never had a girlfriend, which has been really starting to upset me. I am a average guy like anyone else I just have problems Fitting in or something. I moved around alot during my highschool years and made friends, but i could never keep them. Now i am back in my hometown and it is totally boring there is nothing to do and for the past year I just feel like im rotting my life away. There is a girl I like in this town and i have strong feelings for her, i even ask her out on a date, but she was seeing someone else and I gave her flowers one day, which made her day 
But it sucks…b/c i dont think I will ever have a relationship with her while she is with her boyfriend. I know i need to forget about it for now but its hard b/c i work with her also. I dunno some day I try to gain confidence and i do but it only last so long….
The prob is that her bday is coming up and I don’t think flowers are gonna be enough (I already sent her roses) and I feel our relationship is growing even more now!! Plane tickets? we might spend a week together in a few months and I’ll buy the plane tickets, but I need a birthday gift idea for this October! I used FedEx a lot so the gift will have to be small 
ladies, do you have any ideas?? I know it’s complicated. Thank you all for your help