‘m 17, not in school but I will be a senior when school starts again, and I don’t need money. Yet I decided to start working to get out of the house.
Well I started about a month ago, and I’m hating it more and more everyday(while everyone else is telling me to just wait because it will get easier–BUT IT’S GETTING HARDER AND HARDER!) and I just can’t stand it anymore. It’s a fast food job, and I feel like Bill Gates working in a coal mine–lost and feeling like I’m dying being in a new place. It isn’t a hard place; but I would rather be in an orchard in the blazing heat picking apples and peaches, getting barely paid anything for the crazy work rather than work at fast food. It’s taking a toll on me and I’m getting more and more depressed working here everyday.
My mom wants me to stick it out til school starts(the end of August) and I told her I would but I’m literally crying as soon as I get home about the depression–and last time I cried about something that’s not a death in the family or something was 5 or more years ago….
Why I hate this job:
1)I feel secluded even though I’m in the main part of my town, where everything is happening
2)Everyone there is nice but there’s a few that always want to f*** with me
3) I have always, in high school, and in overall life, I hate doing multi-step things…In fast food, there’s a million steps and ways to do everything, it’s just too much for me…. I don’t remember stuff that well either so it doesnt help.